aria-arissa

So many things to do, so little time to write and craft. I miss art.

There are moments when everything is okay, and I can let myself feel happy, contented. There are moments when I'm in control. That's good too. I know what I want, where I'm going and what I can do. There are moments when I'm incredibly  happy - the laugh-out-loud, feel-like-skipping, living, loving moments. There are moments when suddenly the world seems too big, and I'm too small, and it doesn't feel like I can do anything, anything at all. And then there are moments when I have to sit down and cry because nothing seems to be going right, and the people I want most to be there just aren't. The moments when despair, sadness, helplessness

I suddenly feel as if I'm gonna be okay. :) It'll still hurt, sometimes, somewhere, but it won't hurt that bad anymore. I feel like i'm picking myself up and moving on, and I'm pretty pleased about that. Thanks for everyone's support so far! :D I have a lot to stress out about now, life in general, but I do know the sort of person I am. I'll gripe and worry myself unnecessarily, but i'll come through in the end. Hopefully everything's going fairly well for you guys too! :D :hugs: