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Moments.
There are moments when everything is okay, and I can let myself feel happy, contented.
There are moments when I'm in control. That's good too. I know what I want, where I'm going and what I can do.
There are moments when I'm incredibly happy - the laugh-out-loud, feel-like-skipping, living, loving moments.
There are moments when suddenly the world seems too big, and I'm too small, and it doesn't feel like I can do anything, anything at all.
And then there are moments when I have to sit down and cry because nothing seems to be going right, and the people I want most to be there just aren't.
The moments when despair, sadness, helplessness
Acceptance.
I suddenly feel as if I'm gonna be okay. :) It'll still hurt, sometimes, somewhere, but it won't hurt that bad anymore. I feel like i'm picking myself up and moving on, and I'm pretty pleased about that.
Thanks for everyone's support so far! :D I have a lot to stress out about now, life in general, but I do know the sort of person I am. I'll gripe and worry myself unnecessarily, but i'll come through in the end.
Hopefully everything's going fairly well for you guys too! :D :hugs:
Hurt.
NOTE: this is a personal journal entry... so please don't read it if you don't want to hear about relationship woes.
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Do you know I sat up, waiting last night, staring at my phone? Waiting for you to call, to message, anything! - waiting for you to apologize. It didn't happen. You made me cry again, and not a peep of an apology reached me. Then this morning, your facebook status : "Regret is a terrible thing." Regret huh? Regretting your actions, regretting your f****** lack of emotion or regretting that you even started this whole thing at all?
Tell me, damn it. It would be better to hurt over something that I k
Seriously.
WHY THE HELL IS EDWARD CULLEN ON MY AVATAR!!!!!>>>> Did it have to be him??? gosh. not funny, dA~~~~ *sigh*. Can't wait for today to be over. or don't tell me this'll last for a month??
lol
no llamas for meeeeeee----??? so unloved. TT__TT
Happy April Fools people! (though I didn't fool anyone and didn't get fooled, lawl.
Ciaox!!
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